We are all wicked people and we hate God because His love and Holiness exposes our wickedness. There is only one way to stop being an enemy of God. That is by accepting reconciliation on the basis of the sacrifice of Christ’s body on the cross. It is the only thing that is powerful enough to save us:
Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of your evil behavior.22 But now he has reconciled you by Christ’s physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation. (Colossians 1:21-22)
If you repent of your sins and accept Christ’s death for you on the cross, you will be saved. Your sin and spiritual filthiness will be washed away. God will change you, and in eternity future Jesus will present you to God as Holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation. Nobody will be able to accuse you, no matter what you have done in the past. It will all be forgiven.