You, and all other humans are selfish and arrogant and purposefully sin against God all the time. You are cut off from God and serve the Devil. There is only one way that any of us can be reconciled to God: it is through belief in the blood of Jesus Christ who is Himself fully God and who died for our sins:
For it was the Father’s good pleasure for all the fullness to dwell in Him, 20 and through Him to reconcile all things to Himself, having made peace through the blood of His cross; through Him, I say, whether things on earth or things in heaven. (Colossians 1:19-20 NIV).